comfortspringstation:

"The free soul is rare, but you know it when you see it - basically because you feel good, very good, when you are near or with them." 
              — Charles Bukowski, Author, Tales of Ordinary Madness

comfortspringstation:

"The free soul is rare, but you know it when you see it - basically because you feel good, very good, when you are near or with them."

              — Charles Bukowski, Author, Tales of Ordinary Madness

ca-94:

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berlin1991:

gloomyteens:

i watch this every day

this is surreal

why did she leave omfg

Hhhahaha she’s crazy

Where did she go?

Is anyone getting the new iPhone 6+?

I really want one in gold and I’m up for an upgrade but it’s still going to be $400 because I want a lot more memory. I still have the 5 and it’s fine but idk, I wanna take better selfies lmfao

If I do get it, it will be next month

Do you ever just have *those* mornings?

medicinalsugar:

When you wake up 20 minutes after your initial alarm and (even though you put a $75 glamglow thirsty mud hydrating treatment on) you somehow have like 5 pimples on your jawline? Makes 0 sense since I take very good care of my skin. Seriously, my skincare routine is someone’s rent.

So I get out…

I also have a very extensive skin routine and every few weeks I get pimples and I don’t understand why?

Before I developed a skin routine, in would never get pimples so idk, makes me think toners, masks and moisturizers are all bull

king-joaquin:

My tolerance for ppl has been nonexistent lately. I literally don’t give a fuck. You do or say ignorant shit and I’m chucking deuces. My life is too stressful to be dealing with any bullshit that I don’t have to. Off or online.

(Source: thesinwhisperer)

problackgirl:

we’ve taught girls to romanticise nearly everything a boy does. when i was younger i thought it was cute that boys chased the girl even after she said no. i loved it when after a girl moved away from a kiss, the guy would pull her back and force it on. i thought a guy saying ‘i won’t take a no for an answer’ was passionate and romantic. we’re literally always teaching girls to romanticise abusive traits.

Dipping my toes in the Night Crawler industry.

By Night Crawler, what i mean is anyone who starts work at 9p.m. Bartenders, hostess, coat check, dancers, strippers, bouncers, shot girl, etc. As many of you know I worked in various positions at a strip club. Well one of the bouncers contacted me about an after hours that opened next door having an open hostess position. I am no waitress as I’ve learned while working at the strip club, and I have money handling experience so why the fuck not?

Last weekend was the opening week of the club but not the grand opening. That’s happening in the middle of October. It’s really weird but whatever they want. It is 100% opened by the mob, I’m talking Goodfellas, scarface type of dudes. Friday I arrived at 8:45, club opens at 10p.m. Not only were we so fucking disorganized but it was just a hot as mess.

I was working with this other girl and between the two of us about 130am we were swamped with people who either “know the owner” and want free entry, people signing up for a membership to our club and just drunk idiots. I fucking hate people who name drop. I don’t give a fuck if you know one of the six fucking owners, I don’t know you. Unless you can locate said owner and they can verify that you get free admission, you’re paying $20. This is a fucking business. If you were truly friends with the owner wouldn’t you be happy with at least paying the door fee? People are so fucking cheap it’s unbelievable.

I walked out with a $1 tip. I was so fucking tired, my feet hurt from wearing heels in one place that I didn’t even give a shit. The next day was a lot better. It was three hostesses this time, they gave us a chair and I walked out with $15. Again, this club just opened and I’m sharing tips with other girls. Once we get a regulars, and the club is comfortable with having only one door girl I know I’ll be making money. My goal is to make at least $200 a night. That’s how much I made coat checking. We also get paid but I doubt it’s going to be a lot of money so I’m pretty much replying on tips.

It’s not like working at a strip club where people knowingly come in with money to spend and they know to tip everyone. This is an after hours and people will most likely be broke and drunk BUT I’m going to give it till the end of the year. I don’t want to quit while I’m ahead.

Today the same bouncer who got me the job at the after hours told me there is a hostess position open at the strip club on any day but friday and saturday. I told him i’m not interested A) because of school B) because friday and saturday are the money making days da fuck?

This week I’m working Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Idk how i’m going to survive to be honest. If I don’t at least make $100 this weekend ima be pissed. I might also be missing my friends birthday, but I will never forget what the manager told all the Night Crawlers when we had a meeting; “Friends don’t pay your bills. If you have an opportunity to work, take the job.” At this point I agree. I’d rather make money than do something I don’t find interesting. 

Plus this is the same bitch who has consistently missed my birthday three years in a row. Granted her family is the who pays for her ticket back to her country but at least when you come back take me out or something. People have no manners, then they wonder why you lost a good friend.

I will no longer be posting about sugaring on this blog. I am on my way out of the sugar bowl. If anything happens it will because of freestyling, I REFUSE to go on the sugar sites. It’s so fucking disgusting on there I truly can’t. Some girls have success, I just get sick at reading some of these stories. 

kinkyturtle:

avri-wallflower:

sourcedumal:

Fuck special snowflakes who think like this.
Gurl bye
Your ass ain’t fucking special because you don’t wear makeup.
You’re not fucking better than the woman with large breasts who wears tank tops.
You’re a piece of shit because you are putting sexist stereotypes onto other women in some anti-feminine bullshit.

If you don’t like it, why’d you comment on it? I think it’s awesome and you’re probably one of the girls up there that wears makeup and shortshorts and tiny tanktops. And most kids today wear makeup because they think they aren’t pretty and need it. So deal with it. And get over yourself.

girl bye.
lemme tell you something: I wear tons of fucking make up. I wear short dresses. I walk around with a face that looks about as fake as it can get outside of a fucking barbie doll. and I like it that way. and, despite what you seem to think, no, it’s not because i think i’m ugly. i just fucking like makeup (and trust, i’ve spent years examining my own motivations and how they’re tied to internalized self-hated, fatphobia and misogyny so don’t EVEN cause you don’t know what you’re talking about).
I also read ravenously; engage in discourse regarding philosphy, art, economics, politics, race, gender, sexuality; make subversive art; and love comics and film and music. I’M A FUCKING PERSON IS WHAT I’M SAYING. 
like how fucking deep is this goddamn image when the spine of the book JUST SAYS THE WORD ‘BOOK’.
this kind of bullshit narrative, other than furthering a misogynistic dichotomy that pits women against each other, is also a complete fucking fallacy. A huge majority of average women DON’T DO THIS. you aren’t the lone plain jane in an army of cake-faced, bottle blonde barbies—if you look around, you’ll see that most women just throw on jeans and tops and very little makeup. 
I get that this kind of shit is an attempt to fight back against media-made images of what womanhood is supposed to be. I get it. (thought isn’t it interesting that the “weirdo” in the picture is still thin and conventionally attractive??)
but attacking other women who you perceive as being stupid or carbon copies because of their fucking appearance doesn’t fight back against shit. it actually does EXACTLY what the patriarchy wants us to do—engenders more hatred and competition between women. 
but you know, whatever, continue to think you’re so goddamn special. i’ll be over here reading AND wearing hot pink lipstick and having a hell of a time doing it. 

kinkyturtle:

avri-wallflower:

sourcedumal:

Fuck special snowflakes who think like this.

Gurl bye

Your ass ain’t fucking special because you don’t wear makeup.

You’re not fucking better than the woman with large breasts who wears tank tops.

You’re a piece of shit because you are putting sexist stereotypes onto other women in some anti-feminine bullshit.

If you don’t like it, why’d you comment on it? I think it’s awesome and you’re probably one of the girls up there that wears makeup and shortshorts and tiny tanktops. And most kids today wear makeup because they think they aren’t pretty and need it. So deal with it. And get over yourself.

girl bye.

lemme tell you something: I wear tons of fucking make up. I wear short dresses. I walk around with a face that looks about as fake as it can get outside of a fucking barbie doll. and I like it that way. and, despite what you seem to think, no, it’s not because i think i’m ugly. i just fucking like makeup (and trust, i’ve spent years examining my own motivations and how they’re tied to internalized self-hated, fatphobia and misogyny so don’t EVEN cause you don’t know what you’re talking about).

I also read ravenously; engage in discourse regarding philosphy, art, economics, politics, race, gender, sexuality; make subversive art; and love comics and film and music. I’M A FUCKING PERSON IS WHAT I’M SAYING. 

like how fucking deep is this goddamn image when the spine of the book JUST SAYS THE WORD ‘BOOK’.

this kind of bullshit narrative, other than furthering a misogynistic dichotomy that pits women against each other, is also a complete fucking fallacy. A huge majority of average women DON’T DO THIS. you aren’t the lone plain jane in an army of cake-faced, bottle blonde barbies—if you look around, you’ll see that most women just throw on jeans and tops and very little makeup. 

I get that this kind of shit is an attempt to fight back against media-made images of what womanhood is supposed to be. I get it. (thought isn’t it interesting that the “weirdo” in the picture is still thin and conventionally attractive??)

but attacking other women who you perceive as being stupid or carbon copies because of their fucking appearance doesn’t fight back against shit. it actually does EXACTLY what the patriarchy wants us to do—engenders more hatred and competition between women. 

but you know, whatever, continue to think you’re so goddamn special. i’ll be over here reading AND wearing hot pink lipstick and having a hell of a time doing it. 

Also thinking about making a new blog

tobeasthewater:

citrine8:

I hate that I can’t be like I used to be thanks to some mother fuckers. I want to be able to vent, share my life, thoughts and pictures! I have 2,700 followers and I think that might be a little too much lmfao who knows who the fuck ya’ll are. 

Still not sure though, nothing truly interesting has happened as of yet and the thought of making a new blog with a new email is making me sick lol 

Tubmlr really needs an option to mediate who can and cannot follow you…

Right! Like Instagram, tumblr needs a blocking option