There is no smoke without fire.
I really want one in gold and I’m up for an upgrade but it’s still going to be $400 because I want a lot more memory. I still have the 5 and it’s fine but idk, I wanna take better selfies lmfao
If I do get it, it will be next month
we’ve taught girls to romanticise nearly everything a boy does. when i was younger i thought it was cute that boys chased the girl even after she said no. i loved it when after a girl moved away from a kiss, the guy would pull her back and force it on. i thought a guy saying ‘i won’t take a no for an answer’ was passionate and romantic. we’re literally always teaching girls to romanticise abusive traits.
By Night Crawler, what i mean is anyone who starts work at 9p.m. Bartenders, hostess, coat check, dancers, strippers, bouncers, shot girl, etc. As many of you know I worked in various positions at a strip club. Well one of the bouncers contacted me about an after hours that opened next door having an open hostess position. I am no waitress as I’ve learned while working at the strip club, and I have money handling experience so why the fuck not?
Last weekend was the opening week of the club but not the grand opening. That’s happening in the middle of October. It’s really weird but whatever they want. It is 100% opened by the mob, I’m talking Goodfellas, scarface type of dudes. Friday I arrived at 8:45, club opens at 10p.m. Not only were we so fucking disorganized but it was just a hot as mess.
I was working with this other girl and between the two of us about 130am we were swamped with people who either “know the owner” and want free entry, people signing up for a membership to our club and just drunk idiots. I fucking hate people who name drop. I don’t give a fuck if you know one of the six fucking owners, I don’t know you. Unless you can locate said owner and they can verify that you get free admission, you’re paying $20. This is a fucking business. If you were truly friends with the owner wouldn’t you be happy with at least paying the door fee? People are so fucking cheap it’s unbelievable.
I walked out with a $1 tip. I was so fucking tired, my feet hurt from wearing heels in one place that I didn’t even give a shit. The next day was a lot better. It was three hostesses this time, they gave us a chair and I walked out with $15. Again, this club just opened and I’m sharing tips with other girls. Once we get a regulars, and the club is comfortable with having only one door girl I know I’ll be making money. My goal is to make at least $200 a night. That’s how much I made coat checking. We also get paid but I doubt it’s going to be a lot of money so I’m pretty much replying on tips.
It’s not like working at a strip club where people knowingly come in with money to spend and they know to tip everyone. This is an after hours and people will most likely be broke and drunk BUT I’m going to give it till the end of the year. I don’t want to quit while I’m ahead.
Today the same bouncer who got me the job at the after hours told me there is a hostess position open at the strip club on any day but friday and saturday. I told him i’m not interested A) because of school B) because friday and saturday are the money making days da fuck?
This week I’m working Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Idk how i’m going to survive to be honest. If I don’t at least make $100 this weekend ima be pissed. I might also be missing my friends birthday, but I will never forget what the manager told all the Night Crawlers when we had a meeting; “Friends don’t pay your bills. If you have an opportunity to work, take the job.” At this point I agree. I’d rather make money than do something I don’t find interesting.
Plus this is the same bitch who has consistently missed my birthday three years in a row. Granted her family is the who pays for her ticket back to her country but at least when you come back take me out or something. People have no manners, then they wonder why you lost a good friend.
I will no longer be posting about sugaring on this blog. I am on my way out of the sugar bowl. If anything happens it will because of freestyling, I REFUSE to go on the sugar sites. It’s so fucking disgusting on there I truly can’t. Some girls have success, I just get sick at reading some of these stories.
I hate that I can’t be like I used to be thanks to some mother fuckers. I want to be able to vent, share my life, thoughts and pictures! I have 2,700 followers and I think that might be a little too much lmfao who knows who the fuck ya’ll are.
Still not sure though, nothing truly interesting has happened as of yet and the thought of making a new blog with a new email is making me sick lol
Tubmlr really needs an option to mediate who can and cannot follow you…
Right! Like Instagram, tumblr needs a blocking option